I tried to write to you last night and then shushed myself to bed. I needed instead to snuggle with my secondborn and to let sleep wrap me up in a black nothingness. Is it the threshold trembling beneath my feet or is that me? Sometimes, fear comes and I’m sure I’ve lost my chance…
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